Hello everyone!
I hope you all had a great Independence day!! We sure did! Well, we didn't really do anything special, in fact we didn't really get to see the fireworks because we were supposed to be in our apartment by 10:15, but it was still a great day!
Elder Vann and I have been struggling to find more people to teach in this area, but that does not stop us from going out and walking around for a few hours in the sunny 100 degree weather! I won't lie, this work is hard. It is especially hard when you aren't seeing a lot of numerical success. I'm sure everyone who is a missionary or who was a missionary can attest to how easy it is to get discouraged on your mission.
This is something that I had always heard, but you cannot truly understand until you are out here working. I've had my fair share of discouraging times, maybe when someone you love decides not to meet with you anymore, but I have never let that get me down or stop me from getting back up! Missions are not easy, but they are worth it. In a talk given by Elder Holland at the MTC he said:
"Anyone who does any kind of missionary work will have occasion to ask, Why is this so hard? Why doesn’t it go better? Why can’t our success be more rapid? Why aren’t there more people joining the Church? It is the truth. We believe in angels. We trust in miracles. Why don’t people just flock to the font? Why isn’t the only risk in missionary work that of pneumonia from being soaking wet all day and all night in the baptismal font?
You will have occasion to ask those questions. I have thought about this a great deal. I offer this as my personal feeling. I am convinced that missionary work is not easy because salvation is not a cheap experience. Salvation never was easy. We are The Church of Jesus Christ, this is the truth, and He is our Great Eternal Head. How could we believe it would be easy for us when it was never, ever easy for Him? It seems to me that missionaries and mission leaders have to spend at least a few moments in Gethsemane. Missionaries and mission leaders have to take at least a step or two toward the summit of Calvary.
Now, please don’t misunderstand. I’m not talking about anything anywhere near what Christ experienced. That would be presumptuous and sacrilegious. But I believe that missionaries and investigators, to come to the truth, to come to salvation, to know something of this price that has been paid, will have to pay a token of that same price.
For that reason I don’t believe missionary work has ever been easy, nor that conversion is, nor that retention is, nor that continued faithfulness is. I believe it is supposed to require some effort, something from the depths of our soul.
If He could come forward in the night, kneel down, fall on His face, bleed from every pore, and cry, “Abba, Father (Papa), if this cup can pass, let it pass,” then little wonder that salvation is not a whimsical or easy thing for us. If you wonder if there isn’t an easier way, you should remember you are not the first one to ask that. Someone a lot greater and a lot grander asked a long time ago if there wasn’t an easier way."
I apologize for the long quote and the long email this week, but I feel that this was needed. To any of you missionaries who are struggling, to any of you members who feel the burden is too heavy, and to any of you who are discouraged, disappointed, or depressed there is someone who knows how you feel. I echo Elder Holland in that, "Someone a lot greater and a lot grander asked a long time ago if there wasn’t an easier way."
I hope all of you have a great week, and I thank you for your continual prayers and support. We cannot do this work without you!
Have a great week
Love,
Elder Francis
Pictures:
Elder Vann did this puzzle!
A nice member fed us home caught, breaded, and cooked rainbow trout.